DUN SS TOO MUCH!

DUH! Pls la dun go n tell my frends dat I changed my life becz of u! I would rather

changed my life for a

dog thn U useless thing! Pls mirror urself n dun always SS in front of my frends! I can

tell u in public

rite nw that u r jz a tank of rubbish dat I can easily dump u anywhere dat I WANT! U

dun need faces I still need ok! I still got my values inside me!

I'm sad~

I always thought of something new this year~

Yes I am dat I having a great life with my friends even whn I'm look not ok at times they'll

cheer me up~

Its quite nice to hang around with them in class~

But I realize that the thorns in my heart still haven't get lost..

I do not know how to cure it or what is the method to pull it out the thorns..

I always try to cheer up myself but I do not why something is trying to fight with my emotion~

I try to ignore it many times especially talking bout valentines day~

Its quite lonely for dis year valentines day but at least still got 1 people who still stay beside me~

It is a jealous thing for me to see many couples are having sweet time on valentines day n I

having my depression on my exam~

This year is my last year of enjoying my youth youth life in st mary..

I'll try to appreciate each n every moment in school with my gangs~

Because I'm gonna change after form 5 who knows?

muackss~

KOREA!!! I'M COMING!!!

WAIT FOR ME!!!!

DUN MOVE ANYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO SEE MY YONG HWA!!!

My prince charming angry d~~

Vancy!!! wat r u doing here??!!

yea cannt believe dat I sit here n on9

U would have thought dat I promise shaun dat i'm going malacca n see him~

Bt eventually de trip has cancel.... n they plan to go genting!

It is so sad to hear frm my cousin dat nt enough people going

so cancel~~

Yes wat am I doing after dat I lock myself in toilet n cry~~

funny rite? its becz I was too miss him~~

After reach here, he said he wan to call me

n I was shock! hahaha shock of meaning wanted to hear his voice!

Nah.. I din tell him I lock myself in toilet since he din tell me for wat he doing jz nw before he call me... I ask him again wat time he wan to call me n he said as late as possible~

fine~~ I thought i wouldn't be sleep bt since I hear my favorite music n I fall sleep

1.30am he sms me have I sleep? n I din reply cz I really sleep d~ xD

2am my phone rang... i quickly pick up my phone n see who is dis ar??

without knowing I jz pick de phone n answer HELLO!!!

n he say hey~ N I was like OMG SHAUN!!

yea I thought he was jz playing me~~

bt he did really call me!

I said to him dat he owns me a present n he said yea u too!

N I will say yes I will give u later~

n he said my present to u is a hug~~ awesome rite?

N I said yea awesome~~ my present to u is KISS~~

n he say cannt he too short n I reply him nvm I bend down hahax~~

n as we keep talk our voices keeping softer n softer~~

it is very obvious dat we're going to fall sleep soon...

n finally both of us are willing to put de phone down~~

hahax

ps: my prince charming dun angry yea dat I din come n visit u..xD

later I sek fan u!!!

LOVE

I have seen a lot of notes frm my frends profile...

As u noe normally is bout love~~

yea love.....wat a sad love they wrote on their note

I saw one of a TB wrote bout she n her gf

she say her gf dun love her anymore n she say its her fault

actually is nt her fault is jz becz of dat BITCH!!!

she say she wanted to exchange her life to get back her~~

YES I admit its a very stupid idea!

Bt think back of my time, dat is hw I feel which is same idea wit dis TB

I break up before! I even cry for de whole day! I had knees down to my precious friend!

I wanted to kill myself before!

Yes its becz of her bt whn I sit n calm down myself

I am too naive to a person dat I love!

Dis is wat will happen whn u truly LOVE someone!

N dis is wat happen whn u fall at de wrong person~

So think carefully whn u're in love~

You have touches my heart~~

I'm very happy with myself that I fall for the right person

She is the biggest in de family n she needs to take gud care of dis family...

I started admiring her after I view her blog

It is worth for me to take time n translate these chinese words dat I do not understand at all...

One of her blog has touches my heart...

That is bout her family...

Watever she do or does she always try to cover the bad situation

so that her parents wouldn't worry bout her...

Her job n even her salary is not enough to support dis family..

Bt she told me she loves dis job even though the salary is nt high

bt she always try her best n enjoy her work each moment

No matter hw tired is she or hw late she coming bk frm work

She never put her family n her home aside....

She always remember that she have to go back home n she never neglect bout it~~

She say her dreams is to build a big house n let her parents retired...

She says luxury car n becoming a rich people is nt important to her

Becz she gt a home dat fulfill with happiness n warmness dat she wan...

No matter hw hard her life dat she went through

The next day, her family is still on her side~~

Sorry I love you

I dunno whether I wan to smile,laugh or cry~

After viewing her blog knowing dat nobody's like her, nobody fall for her

Yes I admit I'm very happy cz I thought I gt de higher chances to fall for her~

She stated there she dun wan in love anymore jz becz of her ex din appreciate her love...

Bt why she dwn give me a chance? I thought if I gt de higher chances

I sure study at TARC college at penang... I went google it de distance frm my campus to her house

is nt dat far jz half an hour...

I can't stop crying now~

She trying to avoid me nt replying my message~

Dis make me more hurt~

I wanted to tell her de words dat I really really want to tell her

I thought it was yesterday bt since she were crying

N I jz let it be~

Until today...I dunno wat to say~~

I thought I can calm her down bt she din even reply me a message at all...

I dunno wat has happened to her~~

I really want to noe~~