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To me, being a stalker is not a nice or a playful thing. You may hurt it by yourself with some statement that you should not see it. But unfortunately, these statement are always pop out not at the right time until they want you to see them. This is not the first time. I try to hold the pain whenever I see these statement. Honestly, I always saw some of the pictures that I'm really jealous about it. I always ask when its gonna be my turn? Why everyone is getting it so early but why mine is so slow?

OUCH! OUCH!!

New scar!!

Its still bleeding~~

This is so embarrassing!! After my performance at UTAR I fall off!!! Which is not at the right time!! haish! but the guy who help me very gentlemen le~~ ^^

DUN SS TOO MUCH!

DUH! Pls la dun go n tell my frends dat I changed my life becz of u! I would rather

changed my life for a

dog thn U useless thing! Pls mirror urself n dun always SS in front of my frends! I can

tell u in public

rite nw that u r jz a tank of rubbish dat I can easily dump u anywhere dat I WANT! U

dun need faces I still need ok! I still got my values inside me!

I'm sad~

I always thought of something new this year~

Yes I am dat I having a great life with my friends even whn I'm look not ok at times they'll

cheer me up~

Its quite nice to hang around with them in class~

But I realize that the thorns in my heart still haven't get lost..

I do not know how to cure it or what is the method to pull it out the thorns..

I always try to cheer up myself but I do not why something is trying to fight with my emotion~

I try to ignore it many times especially talking bout valentines day~

Its quite lonely for dis year valentines day but at least still got 1 people who still stay beside me~

It is a jealous thing for me to see many couples are having sweet time on valentines day n I

having my depression on my exam~

This year is my last year of enjoying my youth youth life in st mary..

I'll try to appreciate each n every moment in school with my gangs~

Because I'm gonna change after form 5 who knows?

muackss~

KOREA!!! I'M COMING!!!

WAIT FOR ME!!!!

DUN MOVE ANYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO SEE MY YONG HWA!!!

My prince charming angry d~~

Vancy!!! wat r u doing here??!!

yea cannt believe dat I sit here n on9

U would have thought dat I promise shaun dat i'm going malacca n see him~

Bt eventually de trip has cancel.... n they plan to go genting!

It is so sad to hear frm my cousin dat nt enough people going

so cancel~~

Yes wat am I doing after dat I lock myself in toilet n cry~~

funny rite? its becz I was too miss him~~

After reach here, he said he wan to call me

n I was shock! hahaha shock of meaning wanted to hear his voice!

Nah.. I din tell him I lock myself in toilet since he din tell me for wat he doing jz nw before he call me... I ask him again wat time he wan to call me n he said as late as possible~

fine~~ I thought i wouldn't be sleep bt since I hear my favorite music n I fall sleep

1.30am he sms me have I sleep? n I din reply cz I really sleep d~ xD

2am my phone rang... i quickly pick up my phone n see who is dis ar??

without knowing I jz pick de phone n answer HELLO!!!

n he say hey~ N I was like OMG SHAUN!!

yea I thought he was jz playing me~~

bt he did really call me!

I said to him dat he owns me a present n he said yea u too!

N I will say yes I will give u later~

n he said my present to u is a hug~~ awesome rite?

N I said yea awesome~~ my present to u is KISS~~

n he say cannt he too short n I reply him nvm I bend down hahax~~

n as we keep talk our voices keeping softer n softer~~

it is very obvious dat we're going to fall sleep soon...

n finally both of us are willing to put de phone down~~

hahax

ps: my prince charming dun angry yea dat I din come n visit u..xD

later I sek fan u!!!

LOVE

I have seen a lot of notes frm my frends profile...

As u noe normally is bout love~~

yea love.....wat a sad love they wrote on their note

I saw one of a TB wrote bout she n her gf

she say her gf dun love her anymore n she say its her fault

actually is nt her fault is jz becz of dat BITCH!!!

she say she wanted to exchange her life to get back her~~

YES I admit its a very stupid idea!

Bt think back of my time, dat is hw I feel which is same idea wit dis TB

I break up before! I even cry for de whole day! I had knees down to my precious friend!

I wanted to kill myself before!

Yes its becz of her bt whn I sit n calm down myself

I am too naive to a person dat I love!

Dis is wat will happen whn u truly LOVE someone!

N dis is wat happen whn u fall at de wrong person~

So think carefully whn u're in love~