Vanz life

Hi! I'm back frm mars planet like wat kavi says xD! Today eng lesson I never expect dat ms sim will give back de essay paper dat we have been done since last months. . . Whn she speak out our name in dat paper, she dun let us move bt she will be passing here n there. ' There u are vancy' she said and giving me a broadly smile =) I was giggling whn i holding de exam paper I dun really wants to see hw much I get. Next page 29, 29? 29?! Wat is dis!!! wuwuwu I fail.... hw can ms sim give me a smile?! * dissapointed face* Whn I see my partner beside me she gt 21/31. Wait... over 31?! HOHOHOHO 29/31!! yeah rite I shud be happy as I'm de sec highest in de class n sara yeow is de highest anywayz I cant bet her la. . . she too geng d! Talking back bout band, yeah I'm quite enjoying in de band as we had fun together especially in percussion. There's a thing dat I have to squeeze in again is bout ms boey retired. The band have to do some performance again. . haizz. I very tired le now a days i always sleep at 2 or 3 am jz to practise my baby tambourine n my hmk. This week is a fasting week, I oni fast for my lunch xD cannt la later I scare if I fast 1 week rite I sure become anorexia la. . . hahahaha dats my life eventhough I'm a super busy girl in skul as wat my pastor says I'm more busier thn de prime minister yeah rite!

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Perfect? isn't perfect at all. . .

WOOOT! My perdagangan get 67%!!! WoW! i dint expect dat i will get dis marks i mean i expect myself to get 56%. Bt guess wat after she give de paper n she still can hurt de girls saying dat u think u get dis marks very high izzit?! I expect u all to get A's in my perdagangan subject. I was almost going to slap her face n say FUCK UP! Seriously everytime she came into our class, there's a word reminds me Hey u mind ur language pls! She's nt perfect in saying in Bm bt whn we ask her to explain in eng more worst. She's nt perfect in language fine dats ok for me but, her explaination in dis topic was damn boring n it was like totally sucks man! I din mean to critic her bt seriously frm january until nw i get ntg idea frm her in dis perdagangan! Many of us get B in dis subject i can consider very gud ady bt she's nt satisfy n ask us to do correction 2x!! FUCK U! FUCK U! FUCK U! dats oni i can say! I HATE HER! Everytime i pass her by or wat my hair sure stand like a spiky hair! She's memang tak layak to become our class teacher! I JZ HATE HER!!!

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March luuuu . . . ntg special in dis march eventhough all of them is coming back in sports day. I dun feel like shouting or screaming overthere jz becz all my ball's are coming back. . .

Seriously i dunno wat keeps my mind thinking all de way during the rehersal & band practise, especially my class everytime whn the teacher start teaching i feel like i'm de bird who kena shoot 4x by a group. Yes i admit i dun like my class, so wat? wat can i do?! I expect myself to get the highest marks among those who i hates. But i notice dat dis is not i wan. I want a class who can really share their happiness wit me like how de 3S did to me. I even hate de class teacher! No ones noe hw i feel whn i walk in to de class. I jz oni can do is shut my mouth, sit down n act like ntg happen. After all, i open my Bk book n start reading those chapter dat i miss, n yet still i cant concentrate. I told my mum ' ma. . . u noe or nt everytime i go inside de class oh, is like someone shoot me frm de back 4x lo..' she replied ' u must be like an angel everytime whn u're in de class so dat de devil wun attack u'. HAH??? i dun get wat she's trying to say nvm. . . forget bout it. Mayb its a new challenge to me gua.. Ahh who cares rite as long as de classroom is a place for u to study rite? Problems come problems go. . Yes in CNY wujudlah perselisihan faham di antara keluarga saya. I dun und why everytime whn we meet each other sure gt a fight? N the end i'm de one who going to watch de drama at there. That was my father family side, i obviously hate them very much. Hw they treat me gud olso i still hate them. Its becz all they noe is bout MONEY MONEY N MONEY!!!! But i'm happy with one thing dat is my father's brother, he curse my mum by using money. After all in 2006, his son get into an accident wit a big lorry came n crash his car n he was dead. He noe dat he had borrow Rm 10,0000 frm us n he decided run away wit his family to singapore so dat we cant find him. But of course we wun run there jz becz of de dirty money la. I told my mum forget bout it la until he dead olso he still cant afford to pay us back even his family. I told myself dat i'm still growing up nt even a fullstop! After all i would i have forget de part of dat family, dat never exist in my world before. . .